Three-time player Andrea Boehlke said that her third return to the show for "Survivor: Game Changers" was more difficult than she expected, which led to a moment she was "so happy" to see cut.
She said she was struggling to open a coconut with a machete while she was surrounded by cameras. Boehlke said she was suddenly overwhelmed by the pressure of being unable to do something she'd done countless times before.
"I didn't want them to be showing me failing at opening up a coconut," she explained. "So I was starting to have a meltdown inside because I couldn't get this open. At one point I just lost it and I actually sprinted into the jungle."
Boehlke recalled crying while hiding from the cameras and peeking out from the grass to see if anyone had noticed her leaving camp.
"It was this moment where I thought, 'Did I actually lose it completely?" Boehlke told Insider, adding that she thought she might get kicked off the show for hiding from cameras.
When she returned to camp an hour later, she realized no one had seen her emotional exit. Instead, other players instead asked if she had been out looking for a hidden immunity idol.
"People thought I was being devious when really I was losing my mind," Boehlke added.
She said she later discovered that the coconut that had given her so much trouble was "old and hardened" and none of her fellow castaways could crack it either.